Just caught up on the entire Carmilla web series, fucking addicted

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wickedandgreen:

yourjilliangraham:

"No, stop it!" She said, trying to get her to stop. "A movie is not truth, the movie of my sisters life shows I was never even born and that our father was a poor and kindly man, it’s just a version of a story" she said and tossed her keys on the table. "There’s another version of the story where you you and Glinda went to college together and were best Friends. In the end the witch fakes her death so se can run away with the man she loves. And if that happened I don’t know what I would do" she pointed out and looked down at her. "You’re not a failure Zelena, the witch in the movie was"

—{ ℤ }—"But I am." She countered Jillian’s words without a thought. It was second nature to her now. "In every version of my story, I fail. I’ve failed at being a daughter, a student, a friend, even a witch.” Her fingers dug into the cushion of the couch as she spoke, knuckles turning white while heavy tears slipped listlessly over her flushed cheeks. “It-it’s fine.” She lies, “It’s fine.”

She looked away with tears in her own eyes “you’re right, you are a failure” she said suddenly. “You failed to make Rumple fall in love with you. You failed to kill Regina. You failed to go back in time. And look at the shitty prize you won, some stupid pirate” she growled. “All I ever hear from you is how you are a failure or how you have no one and you’re all alone or how everything you ever worked for is gone. I’m still here! I protect you, I take care of you, I feed you, I clothe you, I do everything you ever needed me to do! I was once a proud and respected pirate, people feared me and were loyal to me. I gave up everything and everyone in my life for you! A selfish, disrespectful , unappreciative, stubborn bitch of a woman! Yes you are a failure but the one thing you didn’t fail at was sl stealing my heart and practically breaking it with your bare hands! If it weren’t for me those hands would still be green! If it weren’t for me you would be alone! And yet all you care about is you!” She shouted as tears rolled down her cheeks.

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wickedandgreen:

yourjilliangraham:

Jillian has only just pulled up in her car when she heard the shouting. She had spent a long day at work dealing with drunk men who were way too free with their hands and when she hear the shout her heart cracked. She thought maybe someone found out Zelena was in their house and suddenly ran up to the door and unlocked it, swinging the door open. She found Zelena on the couch watching the one movie she hoped she would never see and her eyes watered. “Zelena” she said from the door way. She shook her head and slowly walked over to the couch. “I didn’t want you to find out this way…” She said softly as she stood raise the couch. “This was the story I told you about when we met, why I thought you would die if we went swimming…it was told the witch was so evil and impure that water alone would melt her” she said softly in shame.

—{ ℤ }— It finally dawned on her. That was the story Jillian had been talking about. “Evil? Really?" She had been saddened by the turn of events before, but now she was fuming. "Because I don’t seem to remember the Wicked Witch murdering someone in the first half hour of the film.”

Zelena huffed as she sat back down on the  couch, discretely wiping at a tear that had fallen. “So-so what is this? Some sort of prophecy? Is that how I’m going to go? Defeated by a twelve year old girl and her gang of talking animals and misfits?” She shakes her head as fear becomes heavy in her stomach. “I end up as a failure?” Her voice cracks, “Is that right Jillian? I suppose it’s only fitting.”

"No, stop it!" She said, trying to get her to stop. "A movie is not truth, the movie of my sisters life shows I was never even born and that our father was a poor and kindly man, it’s just a version of a story" she said and tossed her keys on the table. "There’s another version of the story where you you and Glinda went to college together and were best Friends. In the end the witch fakes her death so se can run away with the man she loves. And if that happened I don’t know what I would do" she pointed out and looked down at her. "You’re not a failure Zelena, the witch in the movie was"

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wickedandgreen:

|| Zelena reacts to the Wizard of Oz || Yourjilliangraham ||

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   Zelena sits on the sofa, completely absorbed in a movie she had found on cable. Wizard of Oz was what it was called, though she didn’t understand why since the only interesting parts were the ones about the witch.

   A half empty bowl of popcorn sits on one side of her, and on the other side, a crinkled pile of used tissues had accumulated. Immediately she found herself identifying with the other verdant woman depicted on  screen, and after moments she found that the parallels between her life and that of this other wicked witch were uncanny. Although, she thought, things would have been a whole lot easier if Regina was crushed by a house.

    The movie was ridiculous, she thought. Some girl comes to a witch’s land and kills a her sister, than proceeds to steal magical shoes that belong to her, and the witch is considered the villain? It just when to show, whatever you do, no matter the reason the title of ‘Wicked’ can never be lost.

"How about a little fire, Scarecrow?”

 
 Zelena threw her head back and laughed in delight as the witch on the television set the bumbling Scarecrow on fire. Finally, that little brat and her friends got what murderous thieves deserve. Yet, without warning, things went terribly wrong, Dorothy had thrown a bucket of water on the witch, and she was melting.

   
"No.." Zelena muttered at first in disbelieve. Never had she suspected that it would turn out this way.So this is how it would end for her? She would die an unaccomplished, unhappy failure?"No,  no, NO!”  The popcorn bowl lay spilt on the floor in wake of her franticness. “That’s not fair! How is that fair?” She was sitting on the edge of the sofa, hot tears of frustration had sprung in her eyes. “It- it’s not fair.”

Jillian has only just pulled up in her car when she heard the shouting. She had spent a long day at work dealing with drunk men who were way too free with their hands and when she hear the shout her heart cracked. She thought maybe someone found out Zelena was in their house and suddenly ran up to the door and unlocked it, swinging the door open. She found Zelena on the couch watching the one movie she hoped she would never see and her eyes watered. “Zelena” she said from the door way. She shook her head and slowly walked over to the couch. “I didn’t want you to find out this way…” She said softly as she stood raise the couch. “This was the story I told you about when we met, why I thought you would die if we went swimming…it was told the witch was so evil and impure that water alone would melt her” she said softly in shame.

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Okay I am gonna actually attempt to sleep, even though I am pissed cause I have “Can’t Remember To Forget You” stuck in my head but can’t find the right version on my phone. I have been in an edit making mood lately so please if you wanna do a thread I can totally make our banner! Leave me messages and replies my pretty ones! Goodnight!

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cumber-crown:

zuzuhiddles:

DON’T YOU DARE

holy crap, is that what i look like from behind?

speaking of,

nice.

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Reblog if you’re not homophobic

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fabu-darlin:

Every url that reblog’s will be written in a book and shown to my homophobic dad. 

Reblog this you little shits.

Always reblog.

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My thoughts on Emma and Regina’s relationship (from a guy’s pov)

ethan-8:

hii everyone

let me first introduce my self, I’m Ethan (yeah a guy the shock!), i just finished once upon a time.. all seasons yup! im now waiting for the next episode just like you guys

it was my girlfriend who persuaded me to watch it honestly so i gave it a try and well i kinda love it :) +i’ve been a fan of Jennifer Morrison since house so that was a motivation too :d + my GF is obsessed with Emma and Regina’s relationship so everytime they have something going on she goes all drama queen on me.

so when i finally watched it i was really eager to see why she is so in love with this couple probably more than me (kidding lol..maybe true i don’t know?) in the first season i was like uhhh honey they hate each other??,and she aggressively screamed at me “LA FERME ESPECE D’ENFOIRé, TU EST VRAIMENT UN BLANC HETERO!! ” which means something close to ” you white hetero piece of shit” yeah.

anyway then she made me REWATCH the episode where Regina said that thing abt the forbidden fruit and i was like ” eh? ooooh….” and she was “I KNOOOOW!!” we REWATCHED all the episodes,she pointed to me all the eye contacts/weird lines/no personal spaces/ and many other things. and i was like ” ok i admit they have chemistry and a weird strong hate relationship and that’s exciting i WANT TO WATCH SEASON 2!”. which i did and i noticed a development in their relationship ( i thought Regina had a thing for Emma back then but was in denial ?because her face showed many emotions when she’s with Emma (grumpy/angry/evil/sad/vulnerable) she was like ” no fuck you i dont have feelings for you go away im gonna throw you with my magic but then im gonna look at you like you’re my sun and moon).in season 3 i awwed ( a sound that usually comes from my gf’s mouth everytime they’re on the same room..even if they’re fighting and throwing eachother on the ground?.)like i said i awe’ed soo hard too, they had such a great development and this time i thought Emma had a thing for Regina. she was so protective and gentle and she believed in Regina wow and all that “our son” “our magic” i awwed soo hard it was beautiful , she was like ” aww you grumpy little shit i’m gonna protect you and save you and believe in you but ha we’re never ever gonna get together lol watch me as i walk away from youuuuh” yeah basically because she’s in more denial than Regina ,i LOVED that moment when the whole town said goodbye to Emma and henry, it was such a great scene and i was so proud of Regina,both actresses acted like they’re a couple breaking apart and their faces oh my god..i never saw something more beautiful than than, great acting!.

i DIED from laughter in witch hunt that scene between them was soo freaking obvious and like we say in french “oh il y a l’amour dans l’air!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” that was exactly what i said..that scene was IT for me..i knew something was up..the way the camera zoomed in to Regina’s face lool,anyway the season ended with their break up (that’s how my gf describes it ) Emma is a good person and she accidentally ruined Regina’s happiness (or the IDEA of happiness) i felt baaad for Regina but understood Emma as well ,i wouldn’t root for that couple if she apologized for saving someone’s life,Regina’s reaction was natural and i understood her as well coz she felt BETRAYED, what makes me love them is that they face each other ,they’re both stubborn and have principles(Emma in this case) , they don’t solve their problem by ” oh sorry i saved that person’s life please let’s make up and let’s be in love right now puuuhleease you’re not evil you’re stunning and i believed in you from the start so you must kiss me as gratitude) did you catch the references guys lol? look i don’t like easy things, i want them to go step by step i don’t mind the slow burn and the fights AT ALL.

in general season three showed a good development in their relationship and i think what makes it even more beautiful is their love for Henry..and also i love how their relationship is different from the other couples.. how? hear me out: Emma doesn’t put up with Regina’s shit, she isn’t afraid of standing up to her and doesn’t accept the terrible things she did in the past (not like that dude hood who decided that the best way to woo her is by whitewashing her crimes?? dude no ) however she didn’t judge her or gave up on her, she gave her a chance and protected her from the closed minded mob and believed in her.ALSO Regina doesn’t put up with Emma’s shit either, she doesn’t see Emma as that savior who has no value than bringing happy endings she sees her as a human being who might fucked up sometimes you know and she’s straight forward with her when it comes to her magical abilities, she pushes her and brings the magic in her. i’m sorry guys but i really do enjoy when two strong characters are together,(castle,backet,mulder,scully etc anyone?) they bicker,they fight,they say some hurtful things, they bring the worse and best in each other, they snark lol which gives liife coz im fed up with the ” oh i will always find you, hey you’re stunning let’s make out or aye i’m obsessed with you and everyone knows ” i don’t hate the other couples at all no..i like Snow and Charming,don’t get me wrong but they just don’t make me THAT excited (i enjoy rumple and belle sometimes), i already know the story,i want something new, complicated,hard,deep, that makes me excited angry sad and emotional, something creative. i could’ve loved the other couples but they all have said the L word ..or at least admitted their love „that’s fast/easy (not for all of them tough, i’m talking mostly about Captain hook and Robin Hood..they both admitted they’re in love wih Emma and Regina a la ”need for speed style”) and it kills the excitement/passion,the angst between Emma/Hook and Regina/Hood is poor and creepy .. but with Emma and Regina i see the potential of something GREAT..they have eveything, the history,the angst from episode 1 ,the chemistry,a son,MAGIC,the development .. i mean the story is about them right?

season four seems a good season for me, i love Emma’s growth (my gf hates hook but i always tell her that’s there’s so much more to enjoy.he’s a plot device for her that’s all), she found her home (storybrook) and now the writers are heading toward the am i good enough? plot which means angst between her and the people around her and her past as well, if you guys think that an orphan’s story is finished once they found a home you’re all wrong the worst part is coming which is the “i’m never enough i have to be good enough or else they’ll get tired of me” especially with Emma cause everyone looks at her as a savior/princess/sherrif/the chosen one (damn it David she’s just Emma swan not all of that she still needs time in MY opinion)+ Emma is still fragil she didn’t have the time to heal from her abandonment issues, and yet everyone is moving on ,so she feels like she has to as well esp with Hook around.i’m hoping that this ice cream woman is someone from Emma’s past, because if it’s true then we’re gonna all see angst between the charmings /emma/ice cream woman and everything will fall apart..Emma will finally brust,scream out loud the fear of never being good enough (we saw a glimpse of it in last episode but i’m expecting more)+ in addition to that we have also the “i can’t control my magic ” drama which is exciting for me i love magic xd

Regina in the other hand is growing too, she made some good decisions so far and i’m hoping the thing with dude hood comes to an end, she can’t be a second chance and honestly there’s nothing more terrible than confessing your love in a room where your wife’s frozen body is lying there..wtf dude/„,poor marian RIP the legendary robin hood/lady marian

i’m also excited about the mongoose operation i like it because we’re gonna get more Henry/Regina bonding but i don’t like the “i’ll write my happy ending” part, it’s not a good message for children/ people who are watching (in MY opinion), i’m a strong believer of ” you gotta work your ass off to get what you want”, we all know Regina was a villain and did all those terrible things but now she’s changing so she has to accept THAT and fight for what she wants fairly,she deserves happiness and i believe she will have it not because she forced the writer to give her one but because she worked hard to earn it. and most importantly she has to erase the idea that dude hood =happiness..no no no!

i think by the end of this season she will realize that she can’t change the book, she can find happiness without changing anything because she isn’t a villain anymore, she has henry,and the charming (they care about her and no one will convince me otherwise) +Emma as her friend (for now)*.and that’s gonna be a positive thing in her arc

what really is frustrating me is the men in this show..mon dieux they’re all useless and have no roles at all (not rumple )and Charming too i like this dude, he’s a great leader a good husband/father, and he can save the day sometimes and has great quotes actually! i’m in love with his relationship with Emma (so disappointed with snow right now hopefully the upcoming eps will give me explanations ), like i said david and emma’s relationship is one of the reasons why i love this show..i hope they keep it up.

so yeah that’s probably all i have to say right now, i’m kinda in love with both characters right now Emma AND Regina,i love them and scold them in the same time like they were my own children lol

i would love to see more of them together and i’m looking forward to see them bonding, coz there’s no coming back, i see a friendship coming in the end of this season and that’s gonna be a start of something good hopefully ;)

i’m a straight guy and i CAN see the possibility of a beautiful love story between Regina and Emma,two beautiful strong women who have several issues:trust,love,home,happiness,they share a son,have magic and extremely badass :) and are actual the main characters, they both have important roles,and each one of them has a story to tell but both are still connected in the end.

sorry if it was too much lol i was just a regular viewer but i promised my gf to write all my thoughts on tumblr ( im pretty new to this thing btw) and i hope i’m not the first guy to love Emma and Regina together? that would be awkward as hell.

that’s it for now..and sorry my English isn’t THAT great you know

Edit:

i  tried to post this damn post many times before but it didnt show up on the tagged search..i almost gave up then the magic happened..THANK GOD

this thing is soo frustrating..i need tutorials or something

i can’t remember if the name is swan queen or queen swan or evil swan?..anyway i hope i’m on the right tag, i texted my gf but she isn’t answering yet

checked: it’s swan queen

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